Many people say that you create the reality that you live. I believe that to an extent, if any, but I have also seen what can happen when you use that to help others.
There seems to be a disconnect within us now, if you have it in your nature to help, you are punished. I believe this is due to those who only take. They have fooled many who have little minds into thinking that they are the deserving. In all reality, they are merely tools, and I am tired of it, I am tired of being seen as weak, I am tire of being angry and alone.
But that is what they want, I feel the depression and emptiness more then love. I miss love, and the warmth gave me, I miss the feeling of another beside me, touching me, holding me. This has become our world, a desperate and cold well of reality. This is what they want, and I for one have had enough, this is time to ascend, become more then we are, to join in the happiness and love that we are all meant to enjoy. It will require taking it away from those who squander, and abuse it because they themselves cannot feel the consequences of their actions.